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12:24 am: the story of my life
i just found out that my friend is in a relationship with the guy i like. it's the same old story. it has happened before. there is other guy that i used to like and later on i found out my friend was dating him and they eventually got together. this new pair were also dating. so, i don't know what's up and why this keeps on happening to me.

in other news, jk an old friend from trumpets posted this picture he found and tagged everyone from the class. i suddenly find myself looking at paolo's facebook page. paolo is the guy i had a crush on that summer. i checked his facebook and it does not indicate if he's single or not. although, i remembered a conversation meryl and i had recently, she said he was single. although, it's not that recent. it was a couple of months ago. he did respond to my comment. and i am looking forward to meeting up with him soon.

let's see. my luck might change.

01:33 pm: Writer's Block: Frozen delights


My favorite ice cream flavor is Mocha. I just love the taste of coffee in ice cream. It gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside.

Tags: writer's block

11:25 pm: revival mode
i just realized that my last entry was in august 2009 sometime after i did the landmark forum, the fourm in action seminar and the advance course.

it's 2011 and i have been in landmark education for 2 years already. i did the introduction leaders program in 2010.

anyway, i plan to revive this blog. this time around, i wont be just talking about things that happen to me in school and outside. but i will posting opinions on stuff in general.

i am inspired to write now a days.

this sem is my official last sem in kc.

11:11 pm: things change or so i thought...
nung thursday, i finally saw chibi and powie sa despidida ni brian. believe it or not but after the bonfire that was the only time i saw brian again. not counting the time that i saw him with ivy in dilimall since he didn't see me and i didn't draw attention to myself, me being in a pair of shorts and a sweaty t-shirt, having just finished jogging with my ate. yeah, the irony of it all. i see brian during his despidida a few days before he leaves for the states. and yes, brian was clearly shocked to see us there. but he was grateful. of course, i wrote a message. a rather cheesy one. the only really good thing was that i got a picture with him. as in kaming dalawa lang. although, it was far from serious. paano kasi, nag-aadik si brian. he was making funny faces. so, i did my usual wacky pose. pero meron kami picture, kami mga taga cl. ah, but some things never change. nakalimutan ni brian na he introduced his gf ivy to us during the bonfire. i got to hug brian as well. of course, i really don't like hanging out with chibi and powie since they tend to leave me by myself. not that i mind really. i mean, i have been such an independent woman. although, brian did show some concern. i asked him if i would be able to get a cab. and he said yes. and then he said wait lang. i think he was about to assist me in getting a cab pero naudlot. ok lang, it was the fact that he was concerned that mattered.

anyway, about the whole chibi thing which i mentioned in my last blog. i am no longer confused. sometime before i did the landmark advance course, i had a conversation with my ate about that problem. after the advance course, i was able to talk to chibi. as it turns out he had a gf. we decided that we were better off as friends. so, yun problem solved.

about him. may naisip akong name for him. mr. big as in the one from sex and the city. anyway, about mr. big. well, i have been saying that the way we relate to each other went back to the way it was at start of the previous semester. in fact, it was worse. apparently, that only lasted for the first few months. adjustment period kung baga. haha. kasi, now hindi na ganoon. weird nga eh. three weeks ago nung last day nang july mr. big said my name in a barely audible voice. pinansin niya ako. he was late and was having something xeroxed. and i was still in school. i think i talked to him a bit. then the next day, pinansin niya ulit ako. the following week nung friday ulit i waited for him talaga. i was selling carbonara kasi and i knew that he would buy. of course, he was running late as usual. and i thought i would have to wait until his class ended. pero di pala. kasi bumama siya. mr. big was going to have something xeroxed kaso wala yung xerox boy umuwi na. he asked me, if the xerox guy left and i said kanina pa. so, he just bought some carbonara. nagbigay ng 200 and i was trying to calculate how much his sukli was in my head. of course, my brain wasn't working properly. he decided to supply the answer and then i realized, kulang ang sukli ko sa kanya. i said, i owe you 20 pesos. he nodded. and said thanks. the next day, nagdala ako ng brownies. and as usual nagustohan ng mga classmates ko. including mr. big. siya nga halos ang nagubos nung isang tupperware ko. haha. gutom talaga. i gave him his change and he said thank you again. so right now, im classifing our relatedness as complicated.

about the kid. well, obviously the kid has been nice to me from the get go. he's a stark contrast from mr. big. and can you believe my luck, he ended up as my partner in a project. much like how mr. big became my partner before. actually, its a bit different. mr. big and i became partners because of a lucky draw. but the kid became my partner because he asked me to be his partner. its funny how that happened. it just so happened that i was sitting near him in class at the time. and i think we were both confused. you see, this project was supposed to be an individual thing. but our teacher changed her mind and made it a pair project. the thing is, the kid and i thought that we were going to pair up only one the thing that we supposed to do that day. so, he asked me to be his partner. when the kid realized that it was the whole project and not just the task for the day, i thought he was going to change his mind since we had another classmate who wanted him as a partner. the truth is, it wouldn't have mattered to me if he had changed his mind. and i thought he would. instead he tells the other person that i was first. our classmate reacted and i said he's the one that picked me and not the other way around. i do have a feeling though, that if i wasn't sitting near him, he wouldn't have asked me to be his partner. i keep falling for the kid.

here's the thing though that i noticed. i have spent my time hanging out with my classmates more than myra. i don't know why, i keep hanging out with my classmates when most of the time they make hirit. okay, i do know why. its because of the kid, obviously. here's the funny thing, the gf of the kid herself has been making hirit. it's been making me wonder if my classmates know about my crush on the kid. another thing, people who tease and make hirit don't bother me anymore. i just don't react to it. a few weeks ago, i was working with the kid on our project in the canteen. one of my friends goes to the canteen to eat and she sees me with the kid. she didn't say anything but gave me a look that clearly said "uuy!" i pretended not to notice her.

everything is easier if you are face to face. haha. can you believe it took almost more than three hours of chat on ym with my partner to finish something. geez! it never takes that long to do that had we been face to face. of course, we just took advantage of the no school by doing schoolwork.

11:06 pm: Who's Your Dream Guy: Jacob or Edward?

Your Dream Guy is Edward

You are a true romantic, and for you, love is a very emotional and passionate thing. You want to be wooed, charmed, and even seduced. You have old fashioned ideas about romance. You don't mind being with a protective guy like Edward, as long as he has your best interests at heart. You like being taken care of completely, even if things get a little intense at times.

yeah! haha! edward's hot! i always knew it was edward! lolz!

12:33 am: confusion is nothing new...
more than a few weeks ago i attended this seminar called the landmark forum. it was very interesting and insightful. i realized a lot of things during this forum. especially things related to the past. particularly during highschool.

one of those things i relized involved the only guy that ever courted me. i had just realized the resons why i never allowed him to become my boyfriend at the time.

one of the reasons was because i had been in actuality afraid of getting into a relationship because i was afraid of getting hurt. i had seen people around me cry because of break ups and i told myself that i never want that to happen to me.

another reason was that i was totally and utterly head over heels for someone else. i was still dreaming of being with my crush in highschool. this person was a friend of mine as well just like the guy that courted me.

but the worst reason yet was because of my prejudice and bias about him. you see, the guy that courted me was disabled and sort of special. which i was somewhat grossed out by. i was his friend but i was being very very plastic. i was afraid of what everyone would say about me if he became my boyfriend. of course, during that time i gave the excuse that he was annoying. whcih he was in a way.

now, a few days after i took the landmark forum, he calls me. and i make it a point to tell him everything since, i said that i would get closure with him during the forum. i do tell him everything and then he asks if i was willing to try right now. and i said yes. because then, i was willing to try.

i was supposed to meet him two saturdays ago but i used my injured foot as an excuse not to go.

then he calls me on friday night. as it turned out he called the night before but i was in another seminar. he invites me to go out on tuesday. but this time i say maybe. and that i will try. since i wasn't sure if of my schedule yet and wether i will be assisting every tuesday night.

here's the thing, when he called i couldn't wait for our phone conversation to end. i was so bored because it was so redundant. and when it did i was a bit relieved. but it left me thinking. about how our relationship would work if right at the start, even before it starts, i am feeling this way.

i don't think we would work out at all because i am not as in love with him as he is with me. i don't even think i love him enough to even try. we aren't in a relationship and already i feel bored and strangled. what with him constantly wanting to see me. he's calculated how long it's been since i last saw him. freaky. while i couldn't care less. we talk about all the same things. mostly other people in school. he asks the same questions all the time and i can't stand that.

i don't know. i am really really confused. i am not sure wether to give it a try or not.

i want to be in a relationship. i want to experience heartbreak but i have a feeling i'd like to try it with someone new and not someone from my past. or maybe i just don't want to try it with him.

i didn't meet with him last tuesday. i don't want to see him until i know what i should do for sure.

09:23 pm: some thoughts
kanina sa eccd 183, i found out na nagiba ang schedule namin. di na pala sa 20 yung party sa brave kids. sa 27 na pala yun. at first nanghinayang ako kasi, perfect na sana yun. tamang-tama sa birthday ko. instead, magkakaroon kami ng technical rehearsal para sa film showing ng bunso. yung bunso kasi ang aming final project. and i had no idea na yun pala ang gagawin namin. nagulat ako. and i asked hollie kung nasabihan niya si mam jac about my plans. kasi si hollie ang isa sa mga nasabihan ko along of course with mike. apparently, she did kaso hindi nagregister sa utak ni mam jac yun. hayy, buhay. i was thinking na masyado malayo ang 27 sa birthday ko. sa 25 na kasi yung film showing. and yun lang kasi ang time na available yung director ng film. kaya ganoon. so, i was agreeing to provide food sa film showing namin. disappointed ako.

pero kanina napagisip-isip ko na i don't mind extending my birthday at all. hollie kasi asked kung pwedeng ibang date. pero it was kinda far from my birthday. the 27th is much more nearer myra's birthday. anyway, last year kasi my birthday extended from the 16th all the way to the 30th. this time simula september 17 hangang september 27. i really want to celebrate my 23rd birthday with those kids na may cancer. it has been something i have always wanted to do. palalampasin ko ba ang pagkakataon na ito? i don't think so. di na ata kasi mauulit ang ganitong pagkakataon eh. i know kasi that if i don't do this, habang buhay kong pagsisihan ito. so, never mind kung maging super delayed at extended nanaman ang birthday ko. ang mahalaga i was able to do something meaningful and charitable nung birthday ko like last year nung magpakain ako ng ice cream sa isang daycare malapit sa amin. so, all i have to do now is tell hollie na nagbago isip ko.

i was reading some articles that my mommy carol (my dad's mother) wrote. dating columnist si mommy carol sa inquirer. and her column was called family chats. i was amused and amazed by her colums. sayang nga, walang nagpatuloy ng column niya eh. walang natiyaga. but lola elong told me na ako na lang. i would if i were capable of writing like my mommy carol. or at least like my mother. and my first piece would be on the party sa project brave kids. so, i need to plan the party with my classmates. since, i changed my mind.

09:04 pm:

What Your Name Says About You

Your name says that you are mostly: Dynamic but aggressive Your name also says you are: Ambitious but stubborn Thoughtful but slow

how true! this is the most acurate quiz i have taken! haha! lolz!

11:51 pm: the leadership seminar
today, i attended the leadership seminar in school. hollie asked me if i was interested in joining. and i said yes. i was interested because i knew that i would learn something from it. but i told hollie that i was going to attend philo first before joining. which i did. as it turns out, only two of the officers from the org attended. si hollie at si april. me and mikey joined even though we were not org officers. so apat lang kami from the org. when i came in, the teacher was in the middle of her talk. i sit in the back at first. it was only during the first activity that i move near hollie and april. the first was activity was to answer a series of questions. and we had to a pentel pen which i didn't have. hollie noticed me and told me to move near her. but there was no vacant chair near them. so, hollie's brother nico gets up and gets a chair for me. it was really nice of him to do that. i sit next to april. and i stay there for the rest of the seminar. i listened as the teacher talked about leadership. then we had another activity. the task was we had to get all our shoes which were scattered across the room without breaking the tissue paper that bound us together. it was really fun. april and i stayed in front. and i was lucky enough to get my slippers right away. in a way, it was a bit hard. but i just followed most of the time. i did however manage to get a shoe since i was the nearest one. after processing it, we went on a break. april and i went to savemore. i bought food since i was hungry. afterwards, there was some more discussion and then we went on a lunch break. april and i stayed together. april wanted some tocilog from the carinderia and i wanted some wendy's. pero walang tocilog. so me and april ended up eating in jollibee. we barely talked. in fact, i was tempted to ask april some questions about mike. but i didn't. although, nung nasa banyo kami april revealed a bit of info on mike. she said that mike treats her like a pawnshop or bumbay. because he's always going, april tissue or april alcogel. haha. dami kasing laman nung kikay kit niya. when we returned wala pang tao. april was considering not attending na. and i asked her if she was feeling op. hindi naman daw. kasi, ako i was feeling slightly op. slightly lang naman. if it weren't for sina hollie, i'd really be op. april was required to be there as an officer. ako, i just wanted some experience. first time ko kasi sumali sa ganitong seminar. i wasn't required at all. later, the seminar resumes. and we do a task that requires blindfolds. the class was divided into 3 groups. and i ended up being the leader of one group because i didn't have a blindfold. di ko naman kasi alam na kailangan ng ganun. eh, i just joined at the last minute. my groupmates were april, hollie, beau, kalvin and carla. we group leaders were instructed outside. we were supposed to make our groupmates draw a house without saying its a house while blindfolded. and each member could only draw one line at a time. when i heard this. i was already thinking of the terms that the eccd teachers use. sleeping line, standing line, slanting line. and i thought it would be easy. boy, was i wrong. it was during this activity that i realized my lack of leadership skills. clearly, i was not meant to be a leader. i was meant to follow. apparently, kalvin didn't know what a sleeping line was. and i couldn't explain what i wanted them to do. geez! but i knew, i wasn't any good at explaining. and since our house was not looking like a house at all, i decided to make the girls draw windows and doors. i got exasperated. in the end our house looked like a toddler's drawing. i told the teacher that i had a hard time since i didn't realize that not everyone knew the terms i was using. after that there was another activity called buring building. where we had to get over the line. that made me really nervous since i had absolutely no capability of getting over such a thing. heck! i couldn't even get over a small bar. and i told hollie this. and she realized that i was right. she remembered via's kwento. but hollie told me not to worry kasi she'll help me and that i should trust her. i said, i do trust her. but the thing is, the teacher made us count off by twos. and i ended in group one. i didn't end up with hollie at all. so, i became nervous. but hollie immediately went to mikey who was my groupmate and told him that he'd have to help me because i wasn't at all flexible. mikey grins and says that he can carry me. and i believe him. he looks strong enough to handle my weight. haha. anyway, mikey was the one we stepped on to get leverage. the first time, it was matikas and anna who helped me. i was able to jump nicely but i made myslelf fall down on purpose. although, anna helps me up. i was fine the first time. but when we had to do it again since one of us made a mistake, i was like oh no. the second time was worse. i took of my shoes. and this time it is matikas and david c. who help me. the thing is, di ako nakabuelo. and i think, matikas was this close to carrying me. which i didn't want to happen. so, i attempted to jump but i hit the line as i crossed. i get my shoes again. and then, i stay beside hollie as i watch the others get across. mikey was last. it was an extremely high energy activity. the last activity was called blind count off. we all needed blindfolds. eh, ako wala. so, i was provided one by nina. we stragtegized first and then had a team cheer. our stragetgy was one by one. the person who has number 1 will clap until the number 2 person finds him/her. tapos, the number 2 person will stomp until the third person and so on and so forth. so, lahat ng odd numbers clap, lahat ng even stomp. i was number 7. nung nagstart kami, i counted silently until it was my turn. i just went straight to the sound. and found the person before me. tapos, i felt someone hold on to my shoulders behind me. all the while, i had a feeling it was anna. and i was right. si april pala yung first. i lost track after my number. after the activity, we processed all three activities. then, the teacher discussed some stuff about leaders. then, she showed us some slides and made us listen to the song alaapap by the eraserheads. sina hollie talaga ang kulit, tinuro ba naman ako when they heard the name tala. may linya kasi doon. natawa ang mga kasama ko. at pati ako. although, nahiya ako. after that, nagbigay sila ng certificates of attendance. by groups of five. at magkasma kami ni april. tapos may special awards. hollie had one for being the most helpful. and it was true naman kasi. she was very helpful. mikey had one for having the most sabaw moments. kasi naman, si mikey through out the day kept making hirit, making the teacher laugh. after that, nagpicture taking. hehe. then, i help fix up. and then, nagpasalamat si hollie sa amin ni april sa pagpunta. and i told hollie na palagi naman akong maasahan sa anything org related. at nagbye ako kina hollie at april. ay, during the lecture, the teacher mentioned taking two steps backward as an org if there is low attendance in meeting and events. and i told hollie, we need to do that. kasi our org has low attendance in everything. and she agreed. tapos, there was the hedgehog concept. which was interesting. medyo nahirapan ako. and upon looking at my circles parang superficial ng mga sinulat ko. anyway, i was really glad na i decided to attend the seminar. kasi i had fun and i learned a lot. i made hirit to hollie after she asked if i wanted to attend the seminar that she was grooming me to be the next president. at the rate im going, i might become a future officer. i tell people all the time that i don't want a position in the org. i don't want the responsibilty. but the truth is, i secretly do. its just that i don't really think im capable. although, im sure the responsibilty will make me a better person. i don't have enough self- esteem and self- awarness to become a leader. but i could always try. hehe.

12:04 am: some other stuff that happened...
july 23, 2008- today i went to healthway for my insurance check-up. gosh! i hate that place. whole process almost took 2 hours. i was late for class because of it. good thing teacher beth understands. i just missed an activity. which is what they were doing when i arrived. teacher beth told me to pass mine next week. the highlight for today was, happened after class. when i told my classmates before they left to bring something for show and tell on friday, since it was my activity for 182. mikey made a joke which i didn't appreciate. and then my crush mike, came to me and held my hand. before saying the exact same thing mikey just said. i didn't react. i just smiled. i was to kilig. when i saw hollie later on, i gave her a high five with the other hand. the one that mike didn't touch. haha. crazy me! i was too happy. cute eh! lolz!

july 19, 2008- today was the first time i attended 183. late ako pero mam jac didn't mind. she was in the middle of a discussion. i sat in the back. and offered to those in the back the cupcakes that i brought for a taste test. ate ella, hollie and claud were the first ones to get. the aircon in the classroom was busted making the room so hot. i listened to mam jac. then we watched a film. and mam jac made us group up and do a task. i ended up in a group with my other crush luis, jannica and ags. the problem with my group was that no one wanted to think. so, i ended up writing and thinking of the advocacy plan. i ended up being the leader by default. ags and jannica were not much help. at least luis was taking sharing ideas and trying to understand what needed to be done. but i did most of the legwork. like i said, it was hot. so some people were using pamaypays already. someone borrowed the one luis was using, so he had to borrow someone else's. and besides, luis made paypay me while i was writing. i tried to concentrate on the task but all i could think of was how lucky i was to have one of my crushes make paypay me. omg! anyway, we were the last group to finish. di nga namin nabuo eh. hirap eh. jannica offered to write on the board. and i was glad kasi i hate writing sa board. then we realized someone had to explain. we made ags do that. and i requested na sila-sila ang magsalita kasi my voice was no good due to the colds that i had. luis ended up explaining some things. talagang napunta ang mga bokya sa amin. and our team was called team tala. si ags nagisip nun. kasi nga daw ako ang leader. i don't think mam jac was very happy with our group. after class, i offered some people cupcakes again. this time april, mike and myra got some. nasarapan si mike sa cupcakes ko. which made me glad. sayang nga lang, at hindi ko napatikim si luis ng cupcake. despite the fact na nagusap kami about hum 1 before he and jannica left. ok na din at least napakain ko yung isa. hehe.

august 19, 2008- seeing mike today made my inis dissapate. kanina nainis ako because i wasted my time waiting in a hospital for nothing. 2nd time ko nang pumunta doon. and now i have to go back on thursday. anyway, i arrived early. before mike's class ended. i saw them playing through the window. i was standing near the stairs waiting for more students to in the classroom. actually, i was waiting for mike to come out and hopefully notice me. mikey came out first and noticed me. he gave me a fist bump. i asked him about the games they played. and he the games were for retarded people and then he started yelling as he went down the stairs. i just laughed at his antics. claud noticed me as well. i also asked her about their class. the others didn't notice me. but i didn't care. mike was important. but mike stayed behind and talked to teacher dena. teacher dena came out first. then mike came out and closed the lights. akala ko he wasn't going to notice me. but then he looks, punches me on the arm and says "uy! i almost didn't see you there. ano class mo?" and i say " hum 1." and then he goes "bakit di ka pa pumasok?" and i answer " i don't want to be so early. wala pang tao sa classroom." he points out na meron na and then he says " its never to late to be early." wala na akong nasabi. my head was spinning kasi i was talking to him. and then he says "pumasok ka na nga." and i answer that i will as he goes down. iniisip ko na wala siyang right na pangaralan ako. while we were talking. in my head, i think about the real reason i was still there. i was waiting for him. and that made my day. although, i believe na i looked at him kaya niya ako napansin. had i not looked at him, hindi siguro niya ako mapapansin. come to think of it, mike did have to right to make sure i went to class, siya nga pala ang vice president for acads na org. haha. naging happy ako after seeing mike.

august 20, 2008- seeing mike does make me happy. it does make my inis dissapate. today was a gloomy day that turned into a happy one. i had a fight with my mother and my lola. and it was because of something stupid. so, before going to school i cried and i ended up missing philo 1 because of my talk with my mom which delayed my leaving and traffic due to the rain. i arrived at 10 am when class was ending so, i didn't attend. the rain was pouring. a lot of students were there. i fed my classmates some cookies, as usual they loved it. april and mike came down after their class. april was wearing heels and she sees me wearing flip flops. she asks me to trade with her. i thought about it. tapos she changes her mind. then she comes back and i tell her na okay lang sa akin na magpalit kami kasi i don't mind having some hieght even for a while. i offered mike and april some cookies. mike eagerly gets some saying na gutom na siya while me and april trade shoes before her next class. agreeing to trade again after flcd 18. kaso, it turns out 18 was cancelled kasi may sakit yung baby ni teacher beth at saka classes were suspended after 12 noon. much to the chargin of a lot of students. the thing is i couldn't leave agad. i had to wait for april dahil nasa kanya yung flip flops ko. and i counldn't commute in high heels sa ulan. besides, i didn't want to go home on account of my fight with the people in the house. i needed time for things to cool down. this i explained to some people like claudine and april. april naman explained why she was wearing high heels. kasi daw, yung pinsan niya sumabay sa kanya at bumaba somewhere. eh umuulan, so april offered to trade with her cousin kasi maglalakad siya. eh, april drove. i ended up eating lunch with mike, april and t. cindy. nagpalit na kami ulit ni april ng sapatos. and i joined them. wala pa naman akong balak mag-lunch but i reneged. andun si mike eh. buti nga sumama ako kasi talagang nawala yung pagkabagot ko. mike's smile totally melts me. april bought a pair of slippers but was coaxed by us. we ate in jollibee. there were a few lines and i was contemplating what to eat on limited budget. i ended up beside mike for a while. and mike notices me and put his hand on the small of my back ang urges me forward. he asks me what i was going to eat. by then, i decided on a burger steak. i move behind april. but that sensation thrilled me. i orderd a buger steak and a large drink. t. cindy and april sat down already. mike was still ordering while i was waiting for mine. i sat down beside april. and mike sat in front of me. i was sitting in front of mike for the second time during lunch. which really made me happy. mike talked about his girlfriend a bit, albiet reminding me that my chances with him were nil. he seemed to be in love with his girlfriend. yet he was a nice concerned guy who sometimes liked to tease. i participated a bit. opting to listen instead. of course i was staring at mike noting small details like that tiny speck on his finger that looked liked like a bit like blood or something. of course, i decided not to point it out. after lunch, t. cindy left and i walked with mike and april. napansin namin na walang jacket si mike. so, me and april tried to persuade him to buy one. we walked outside para makapag yosi si mike. tapos we got back to school. i stood outside for awhile unsure of what to do. until april said yosi daw muna ako. eh, i don't smoke. then, i remembered that i had to charge my phone. so, i went in. i knew mike and april were working on their report in 183. i read a book. mike and april ended up beside me because mike needed an outlet for his laptop. he unplugged the electric fan. after a while mike needed another outlet for the speakers. it was a good thing my bat was fully charged by then. just in time. before i left, i said goodbye to them. i was happy.

august 22, 2008- today i got the full use of our car. hence, for the first time ever i was in a short skirt and heels. i clearly got noticed for it. and beau said that he loved my shoes. i love those shoes too. i saw mike and april after my class. and i was hoping i'd get to join them for lunch again like last wednesday. but it didn't happen. it turns out, we had a presentation in 182. we were supposed to do an activity for math. yikes! and i wasn't even prepared. so, i just bought some flash cards and used that. i was however, supposed to make a memory game. i just had no time at all. mike bought take out from jollibee and i talked to him while he was in line but i left right away. later on, i saw him and april sitting in the hallway outside the classroom waiting. i stood there, i wanted to dump my stuff in the room before buying something. april offered to bring my stuff in when the classroom became vacant but just as i was about to say yes, the classroom door opened and the room became vacant. i quickly ran into the room and dumped my stuff on a table. as i ran out, i bumped into my professor for that subject and i told her that i was just going to buy food since i haven't eaten yet. she nooded and i left. upon, my return our prof began lecturing. i was one of the last ones to present. i was so unprepared kasi. i watched as mike presented. april's presentation included some lemonade which she offered to us. i was going to some as well but another was presenting. mikey drinks from the bottle that mike used to make the juice. and after seeing that, i decided to get some from mike's bottle as well. but i didn't drink from it. i took an empty cup and poured some. the juice was good. maybe because it was mike who made it. hehe. after class, i mill around the classroom. i wanted to talk to hollie. mike was showing hollie and claud his camera. it was nice. and in fact, mike was going to take a picture of hollie and claud when i decided to make singit right beside claud. and i only did that because mike was taking the picture. the picture looked really nice. besides, that wasn't the first time i made singit while the guy i takes a picture. did that a few years ago during a field trip. hehe. so, that made me amused.

august 23, 2008- today there was a future leaders assembly for highschool students. and of course, my alma mater, colf was represented. when i got in, nina informs me that t. maite is there. natuwa ako. and before i went to my class i decided to say hello to t. maite. i only had to pop my head in the door for t. maite to notice me because she stood up and went over to me. i make beso her. and i tell her that i have class. then, i go to class. only to see that we are watching a film. it was 'Death Row' a film that i saw before. anyway, i had a nice position right behind mike. i told myra that t. maite was there. i was fine with my position until mike moved. mike is a big guy and when he moved a bit, he was blocking my view. so, i had to move a bit too. while watching i decided to munch on some food. and hollie and mike asked for some. i gave them. sino ba naman ako para tangihan yung crush ko di ba?! hehe. after a while luis who was sitting next to mike moves back. and i tiered of adjusting move into his seat beside mike. here tricky asks for some food which was naubos na. then tricky starts asking about the movie. and i gladly tell her, since i saw that movie before. after class, i see the monopoly game. and i offer to do the attendance for class. i put mike's name right after mine on purpose. after that, i spot t. maite again and i go to her. then i join her as she goes down the stairs where she is acosted by tricky, anna and nina. we pester her with questions as tricky hangs on to her arm. then t. dena comes down and remarks na baka mahulog ang teacher namin since we made kulit her on the stairs. to which i reply, that our teacher is as strong as a horse. which in a way is true. di basta, basta natutumba si teacher maite. anyway, we were jelous of the max's they were eating. i buy food at wendy's and then i decided to make tambay in school. i didn't feel like going home anyway. doon ko nakita si mike. eating lunch with april. as it turns out april apparently brought extra food for mike. luis and jannica were also there. i sit down near them. and mikey kindly pulls the chair out for me. when mikey leaves i move closer to mike and april. i started talking to them. mike was waiting for his class with teacher dena to start, if they were going to have class. shalom starts talking about their edart with teacher dena. and i start feeling sorry for them. i took edart before with teacher cel. i was shocked to hear na wala silang workshop. anyway, their class was just a meeting that took place where we made tambay. my fries where finished off by people who couldn't resist getting. but of course, di ko matangihan si mike. haha. but it was hot downstairs and when mike offered to go to a classroom, i joined him and april. i cooled off while watching mike who decided to sleep. mike looked so cute sleeping. after that, we all leave. and i go home. but not before i end up following mike and april like a stalker. haha.